I strive to be open in this blog. Occasionally, there are things too personal for even me to share. The thing that is most on my mind today falls into that category. What I will share is that it falls into that general self-esteem category.
The treatment hasn't magically made me love everything about myself. What is has done, though, is helped me to move forward. I know that a month or two ago, my experience and feelings from today would have easily left me lying in bed for three days straight at least. Instead, I was down for a few hours. I didn't even go to bed, just kind of moped while I worked on cleaning my apartment. Then I talked to my boyfriend a little about it (something I wouldn't have done before) and I moved on. I truly moved on, I didn't just pretend to be better when I wasn't. Maybe not a big deal to most, but a small miracle to me.
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